♥Wednesday, January 28, 2009
how many time i say i will 4get
how many time i tot i had put down
how many time i cry alone at night
from the day you left
No point handing on to someone
That his heart don't belong to me.
We both know that from the start our story is wrong
There willl never had sure thing as happy ending.
No more stress, No more crying
Admit it is a mistake tat we had make
I should not fall in love with you in the start
We are just not meant to be together.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, January 27, 2009
this year is the worst CNY i ever had.
my mood was so down, HaiZ
tat i can't feel any CNY mood.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, January 25, 2009
millon of happiness
from ur smile tat always cheer my up,
to ur warm hugs tat kept me warm at night.
thank you for your smile again.
thank you for cooking food 4 me.
thank you for your listening ear.
thank you for being so understanding.
thank you for accompany me go shopping.
thank you for the care tat u given me.
thank you for all big and small surpises.
thank you for reminding me to drink water.
thank you for cheering me up when i dun feel well.
thank you for sending me home & work no matter wat.
thank you for fetching me everytime from work and etc.
thank you for spending xmas eve & new yr eve with me.
thank you for ur warm hugs tat kept me warm at night.
thank you for accompany me shopping 4 my CNY clothe w/o any complain.
thank you for always giving in.
thank you for still worry about me.
thank you for doesn't wan to hurt me.
thank you for taken so good care of me.
thank you for the happiness you brought me.
thank you for being there 4 me no matter what.
thank you for once in the past i am so loved.
thank you for reminding me all those little little thing tat i will 4get.
thank you for all the thing you done 4 me.
thank you for many many things.
thank you for being my boyfriend once.
(but i wish for again & forever)
so many more thing i need to thank you
but i dont have the chance already.
this list can never carry on.
i wish 1 day i can carry on thanks you.
& you will be the only one tat i always smile 4.
Labels: millon of happiness that isn't belong to me anymore
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
no matter how busy i make myself to be
no matter how i make myself dun think
no matter how i try to takecare of myself
no matter how i try to not think of u
no matter how i try to 4get abt our past
your face are still inside my mind
your smile seem to be so real
your hug are still so warm
your kiss can make me feel so loved
your care make me feel like
i am well taken care by someone
but all this can never come back
do u know how i wish to the list will carry on.
my thank you list but it stopped
when you say the word break up.
can i still have the smile tat cheer me up always?
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Thursday, January 22, 2009
even how i keep myself busy.
until a point i will still will think of him
yday meet my ai ai go clubbing
i went to Phuture 1st den get the crop
head down to clarke quay, went to Arena
we both was like chating like nv b4
it was the 1st time ai ai say so much to me
meeting ming hoe and friend at Rebel
den drink and drink awhile jiu head back to Phuture
dance dance dance. was abit drunk
den ai ai say y i drink so much
haha. may be its just using it cover my sadness
after Phuture ai ai went home
i went back to Rebel to find the other
ming hoe was so drunk. LOLx.
hmm. after all i still miss my ex alot.
may be i am too serious abt him le.
tat i given all i can and wat i got in return
was broken hearted!!
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, January 18, 2009
To my dear ex boyfriend,
just wanna tell you this
i don't care if you are fat or slim,
i don't care if you are tall or short,
i don't care if you are handsome or ugly,
i don't care if you have money or you are broke,
i don't care if you bring me out or not.
because all i know is i love you the way you are.
not the way you look, or whether u are rich or not,
because all this doesn't meant anything to me,
i love you cause you are my everything.
you are everything i wish i could have,
your love are everything i wish to collect,
your smile is what i wish to see everyday,
you are just so important to me.
i love you cause you are my everything.
you are everything i wish i could have,
your love are everything i wish to collect,
your smile is what i wish to see everyday,
you are just so important to me.
even its was just staying at your house
looking at you playing games, sleeping and etc
i am already very happy. i am a girl that won't ask for more
i am happy with what i have now.
overall, i just love you the wat you are.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
i finally noe the reason, but is from someone else. I accept his break up as feeling not there, there is nth i can do. if continue like this, may be ended up i will hurts more. Just let it be and i finding back my own self. so that my life will be more happy. trying my best to get use to the life without him. no need to ask me to promise u anything becoz promise are meant to be broken. i will of coz takecare of myself. but u noe me too well le. i am a forgetful ppl. i can 4get to eat, drink and wat so ever. so no point to promise u when i wont keep my promise 4 this. i can only i am not a good girlfriend ba. every guy tat be together with me will ended up feeling fade away. the problem lie on me. i better not to accept any relationship anymore.
Anyway thank terence. With ur sccompany yday i really feel much better today. i noe that u r reali tired but u still try to meet me. even ur word is very bad but at least after listening to u. my tears stop dropping.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, January 17, 2009
I don't know what i should say. I was very stress up the past 3day, everything seem to be okay le. But in the end you send me tat msg, it easy 4 u to say break up. Because the 1 tat cry over it, can't sleep and so on. It will not be you. I reali loved you and never wan to lost u. but u can say the word out so easily means our relationship isn't strong enough and wat ever it happen or u r stress with. You will never tell me. Actually the problem is trust, you don't trust me so keep on hidding it from me. I have been not eating for 3days le. Actually wanted to eat just now, but after your msg i totally don't how should i have the mood to eat. Looking at food but never feel like eating. Wanted to be with you but it seem to be no hope already. Our relationship is so weak. But i am so scare, we quarrel was the dream i dream at your house tue. it really happen after you send me home on tue and we even break up because of this. I tot ppl say bad dream wont happen in real life. but mine it happen, so is it have to say i am unlucky?
Lastly to ricky:
i really love you and it'll nv change
even now you say this thing
but my love 4 you will be always there
thank you for the happy thing
but it seem like it'll nv come back
i really regert to start the quarrel
if i nv start it, but jus let u and me cool down
what will happen to us if its tat way.
i am not a good girlfriend.
but i really dun wish to lost you.
because to me even you r rich or not
or what ever it is, it will nv matter
all it matter is you r the 1 i loved.
i dun care what ever ppl say
because i jus loved you the way you r.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, January 09, 2009
thur was my off day
and i dun care i wan off
dear dear took leave oso
wed, dear was in a rush
but he still make time to fetch me
accompany him till he finish work
den go back his house.
i so tired till i fall asleep
nxt day we sleep till 12noon
den he drive to malaysia
we went to city square 1st
we go eat Sushi King
i was thinking if i will see my cousin
den i reali saw her there
haha. so lucky ah.
i didn't buy anything there.
den we go holiday plaza oso the same.
dear tot i will spend alot
so asked me to change more RM
but in the end i nv even buy a single thing
was kind of sorry to dear dear
coz he have to drive me back to city square.
den back to there, i decide what to buy
buy 2 heels, a short, skirt & dress.
all are black colour de.
but will buy red top to match the short.
love my dear dear so much.
i dun believe a guy can shop wif ger whole day
without any complain de, but he make me believe it.
after tat we go back to singapore.
and he drive me home.
he always so sweet, hope it wont change
i love him as the way he are.
~i LOVE my DEAR DEAR!!~
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Wednesday, January 07, 2009
HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY, DEAR!!
millon of happiness
thank you for cheering me up.
thank you for your listening ear.
thank you for fetching me from work.
thank you for the care tat u given me.
thank you for being so understanding.
thank you for accompany me go shopping.
thank you for reminding me to drink water.
thank you for sending xmas eve & new yr eve with me.
thank you for ur warm hugs tat kept me warm at night.
thank you for all the thing you done 4 me.
thank you for many many things.
so many more thing i need to thank you
& i know this list will carry on.
dear, you will be the only one tat i always smile 4.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, January 03, 2009
5 more day to go... :p
it will be our 2nd month anniversary.
i can't wait till that day.
also hope can finish get my pay.
this month i slot out alot of thing wif him
making thing clear to him
so tat i wun think too much
i am glad tat he understand me so well
tat he nv get angry 4 what i said
and reali tell me all i wish to noe
as i told him i wish between us
we doesn't have to hide anything
we can tell each other hw we felt
if its happy, sad, angry or stress
and hope the trust between us is here
we wun get angry 4 wat the truth is
as long as i am not the last 1 to noe.
i am so lucky to have a understanding bf
Dear, i love you.
it will be our 2nd month anniversary.
i can't wait till that day.
also hope can finish get my pay.
this month i slot out alot of thing wif him
making thing clear to him
so tat i wun think too much
i am glad tat he understand me so well
tat he nv get angry 4 what i said
and reali tell me all i wish to noe
as i told him i wish between us
we doesn't have to hide anything
we can tell each other hw we felt
if its happy, sad, angry or stress
and hope the trust between us is here
we wun get angry 4 wat the truth is
as long as i am not the last 1 to noe.
i am so lucky to have a understanding bf
Dear, i love you.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Thursday, January 01, 2009
it was special day spending wif my beloved bf
we had i great sleep after wat happen yday
anyway we collected the car once we see the msg
then home sweet home, sleep till afternoon
boyfriend said let go watch movie laer afternoon
so i dun care i want watch movie.
but b4 that me and bf went to eat KFC
abit regerted la. it wasn't tat nice after all
and i would rather dun eat lo.
haha. reached back home.
he said he is tired so i let him sleep awhile
AWHILE only lo, i nv say i wan cancel my movie
so too bad he still has to wake up in the end
so we go amk hub to watch the movie IP Man
hmm. before watching the movie heard it was nice
after watching the movie
my comment was it is reali a nice movie
bf walk to royston work place saying hi to him
i think after he send me home
he will go back and meet him
hmm. i had a great day wif my bf
even its jus staying at home and watch dvd
and watch a movie jiu send me home
i am oso happy nia. haha.
we had i great sleep after wat happen yday
anyway we collected the car once we see the msg
then home sweet home, sleep till afternoon
boyfriend said let go watch movie laer afternoon
so i dun care i want watch movie.
but b4 that me and bf went to eat KFC
abit regerted la. it wasn't tat nice after all
and i would rather dun eat lo.
haha. reached back home.
he said he is tired so i let him sleep awhile
AWHILE only lo, i nv say i wan cancel my movie
so too bad he still has to wake up in the end
so we go amk hub to watch the movie IP Man
hmm. before watching the movie heard it was nice
after watching the movie
my comment was it is reali a nice movie
bf walk to royston work place saying hi to him
i think after he send me home
he will go back and meet him
hmm. i had a great day wif my bf
even its jus staying at home and watch dvd
and watch a movie jiu send me home
i am oso happy nia. haha.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
2009
I really hope everything's better for me and my family in 2009!
mummy and daddy to be healthy!
sister get a high-paid job!
sister and bro in law be happy everyday.
boby giselle to be healthy and cute.
For myself: my wish lists
Last long with my beloved boyfriend.
spend more time wif my boyfriend.
have a wonderful 19st birthday with my bf, darling & friends.
at least travel to one country (but not malaysia ah)
get another job and with better salary!!
meet up all my darling in this new year. (i reali miss them)
Good health
back to 48kg
IKEA Bookcase
LG KF350
the tofu gucci bag
VAIO pink laptop
VAIO pink laptop
Waxing tools
LV speedy
LV speedy
more money
more clothing
more shoes
start to save money.
In this new year
i hope i have new beginnings
more money and more happiness!!
less stress and less unhappiness!!
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
it 2009 ppl.
i here to wish u, happy new year.
it wasn't a very happy new yr after all
what has happen today.
it was fun spending the last day of 2008
wif my work place de ppl and hey'll reali nice
after work my bf came to fetch me at around 8pm
went to meet his online friend,
ya of coz hey r friendly
and had good time wif them
even i dun reali noe them
after tat me and my dear had our great time tgt.
it until when we reach the pub ginza
everything change, i was very bored
i dun have any mood at there
even how my bf trying to cheer me up
den after tat there is some stupid guy
trying to do stupid thing
what the fu*k, it not i start anything
and it reali make my mood worst
i will rather spend my count down
wif his online friend
even how bored i will get
and noe wat his car is still at ginza
make ppl do double job
ppl tat noe me well
should noe this special day of the yr
cannot make me no mood de
to me it very bad lucky
if a fight or whatever
happen on the day itself
my birthday eve or on tat day,
new yr eve or the day itself
or chinese new yr eve or etc.
my birthday of coz it not gd to get scold
new yr or chinese new yr
it a brand new yr
so its like a new start of the yr
wif u r in bad mood
how good u think ur new yr can be!!
lastly HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY DEAR, DARLING AND FRIEND!!
i here to wish u, happy new year.
it wasn't a very happy new yr after all
what has happen today.
it was fun spending the last day of 2008
wif my work place de ppl and hey'll reali nice
after work my bf came to fetch me at around 8pm
went to meet his online friend,
ya of coz hey r friendly
and had good time wif them
even i dun reali noe them
after tat me and my dear had our great time tgt.
it until when we reach the pub ginza
everything change, i was very bored
i dun have any mood at there
even how my bf trying to cheer me up
den after tat there is some stupid guy
trying to do stupid thing
what the fu*k, it not i start anything
and it reali make my mood worst
i will rather spend my count down
wif his online friend
even how bored i will get
and noe wat his car is still at ginza
make ppl do double job
ppl tat noe me well
should noe this special day of the yr
cannot make me no mood de
to me it very bad lucky
if a fight or whatever
happen on the day itself
my birthday eve or on tat day,
new yr eve or the day itself
or chinese new yr eve or etc.
my birthday of coz it not gd to get scold
new yr or chinese new yr
it a brand new yr
so its like a new start of the yr
wif u r in bad mood
how good u think ur new yr can be!!
lastly HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY DEAR, DARLING AND FRIEND!!
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
