♥Wednesday, March 29, 2006
today during eng lesson... teacher ask us to rite down a 1 min speech and say it to the class.... i wrote a very distress speech.... even say it to the class.... it about life and death.... 4 life, i tok about all kind of stress.... 4 death, i say tat if i die rite now i oso dun mind becoz living in this world is so miserable... den teacher tell me to think about thing tat bring me joy.... i tok teacher tat in this class make me feel tat life is so miserable.... she say it true.... ya.... my class sux... only some classmate is best friend of mine.... the rest... i dunno what to say about them.... think most of them wish i will pass away asap.... haha.... but other thing bring me joy too... so teacher asked me to look at the gd side of my life not the bad 1... so i will wan to live on.... haha.... sometime i reali wish to die when i feel sad and stress.... but think about my bestfriend and family i wish to live on even its stress or upset in my life..... hehe.... den after sch go library to do CIP hrs.... so tired now... jus finish CpA homework.... now wan to watch tv...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, March 26, 2006
today go out meet a online friend at town... jennifer pei me go meet... hehe... so gd ah.... we go watch movie.... the movie call shoe fairy.... i think its nice.... i saw few ppl at town... 1st is franics coz he woking at far east.... 2nd is my gan laogong De Long.... me so long nv saw him le... miss him so much.... sms him the whole nite.... and oso saw a few others friend.... & today something happen... haiZ... my life is totally in a mess.. & u r the 1 tat mess it up.. haiZ.. loving a person is so hard.. u dun love me.. u jus feel kind of lonely nw.. may be when u found a ger tat is better than me.. u'll leave me de..... haiZ.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, March 24, 2006
yday when 4 cousin wedding dinner.... so reach home very late den 2day go sch very tired.... hehe.... nth much happen in sch 2day.... went home and change coz meeting alan and my darling fiora.. long time nv meet her le... miss her so much... 2day is oso alan bday.... we go to taman jurong play pool.. i dunno how to play de.... den they teach me.. hehe.. they r gd teacher sia... hehe.. so gd sia... they teach me nv scold me de.. haha... now i noe a bit how to play pool le.... hehe... nxt time i can play wif my church friend le... hehe....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
me so happy sia.... daddy give me S$50.... mummy going to give me RM$500.... me can go shopping le... hehe.... may be nxt wk den go malaysia shopping... can buy alot of thing le... so happy.... so gd hor, moi de parent.... hehe....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Wednesday, March 22, 2006
hehe... today so funny sia.. 2 teacher nv come to sch.... den 9 free periods.... hehex.. go sch study fOr 1 period only... some more it is chinese period.... go sch like nv go like tat.... hahax... after sch went to jp alone... nvm... i like being alone... hehe... saw alot of friend at jp... hehex... me go Popular to buy a notebook.. hehex... purple colour de... my fav colour... hehex..... wanna write personal thing at the notebook and keep it to myself... hehe... den went home... nth to do... so watch tv... hehex.. k la.. nth to write le... i should end here 4 today....
4-5 mths more den 2yrs already.... but will he care... no... he oso dun care de.... hehe... i have been here alone 4 so long... dunno where to go, what to do... only noe how to wait... stupid ger rite... yes... i am a stupid ger... reali reali stupid ger... what to do... hehex... i oso dunno....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, March 21, 2006
today after sch went home... den got nth to do... so take alot of picture... hehe... wearing sch uniform.... look like blur blur de ger... hehe...
pictures of me:
(wearing sch uniform)
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
today sch reopen le.... so sian... hehe.... must wake up early in the morning.... then go sch.... today got reading but my few friends and i got oral practice for our N level oral.... i like oral alot more than the strating... now i can read abit better.... but i still need to work harder.... hehe.... oso today is cPa coursework (DTP) last day... have to print the final print out.... my print out still okay la.... hehe... hope i can get good result.... went home after sch.... stay at home the whole day... hehe... my mum stay haven come home... she went back to malaysia to see my grandma.... tot tat she will be back by yday... but she called back & tell us tat my grandma not feeling well again and they send her to hosptial.... hope my grandma will feel better....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, March 20, 2006
today is sunday.... what a nice sunday morning.... i went go church today... quite long nv go le... tot no ppl care about me le... but my cell group leader and members welcome me back.... i am abit happy about tat... hehe.... shella my dear la la so gd.... she help me wif my book review..... thank lala.... muackz.... haha..... the day b4 tat i sms bro patrick to tell him i feel tat i miss service alot.... ask him should i go anot.... but i scare to face my cell group members... he reply and asked me to go... oso say dun worry about ppl's opinion.... said tat they all love me alot... i saw tat message and decided to go... i was on the train on my way to expO and bro patrick call me... asked me, i jus wake up ah.... i tell him i on my way to church le... hehe... he was abit shock... i think so.... coz i already on the trian at bugis le... hehe.... after service my cell group member and me went to changi airport terminal 1 to eat... i didn't eat anything.... dun feel like eating again... den me and lala go home 1st.... when we reach boon lay mrt i tell lala to go home 1st coz i need to buy something at jp....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, March 19, 2006
today go cca. abit not feeling well but have to go... lucky left last 2 wk le... den no need to go cca anymore... hehe... go there oso nth to do.... so i bought my dVd player to sch to do my movie review.... hehe... finish my movie review.... me and ling ling go to the shop outside the sch.... to buy candy and drink... hehe.... den cca ended at 12noon... we go to jp becoz ling ling wan to buy thing and me wan to photo copy thing.... hehe... den we both went home... at nite i go jp again wif moi daddy... i saw a hello kitty bag and i like it alot... i tell my daddy tat i saw a bag tat i like alot... my dad went to the shop and asked me which 1 i like... i say the black 1... and he take out $50 to pay 4 the bag.... the bag was $30+... my daddy veri gd hor... hehe.... den went to mj and he bought a cd 4 me... hehe.... so gd... every time go out wif me, his wallet will have a hole on it de... hehe....
my new bag:
(hello kitty)
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, March 18, 2006
today didn't go cca.... hehe.... zhao ling oso didn't.... lucky i nv go if not later i very lonely and sian at there.... hehe.... jus now went out wif franics.... long time nv saw him le... i nearly tot he die liao... hahax.... we go town walk walk and watch movie..... we watch Dorm at cathay.... tat movie okay la... not scary de... hehe.... after movie we go take train... he going somewhere and i going home to do homework... movie review and book review..... this fews day keep going out... so haven do homework at all... haix... sch going to reopen le... if nv do later sure kanna scold de.... k la... stop here 4 today... go do homework le... do movie review 1st.... hehe.... tml have to go cca... lucky gpt ling ling pei me.... if not reali very sian and lonely de.... hehe... today i wear my new mango shirt....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, March 17, 2006
today me go out wif jenniifer and her stead.... we go bugis walk walk..... den they 2 wan watch movie but me have to meet my jie jie.... so they 2 go watch movie... i go walk walk 4 awhile le den go meet my jie jie.... meet jie jie at her sch.... NUS.... den go to UCC to watch the superstar kelly sch concert.... 1/2 an hour only... after tat jie jie, her friend and me go jp walk walk.... i only stay at jp awhile den i go home le... wanna watch tv so go home early.... hehe... tml may be going out wif franics... if not den may be i go sch 4 cca....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, March 14, 2006
now still at cousin house.... hehe.... jus now go shopping... from afternoon 2pm until evening 7pm.... so tired... but very happy... coz i bought alot of thing... 1 of those thing is OLAY white radiance (uv whitening cream).... hehe... oso remember i say i wan watch movie.... Nanny McPhee.... this movie okay and abit funny.... its a nice movie... go watch... hehe... i watch wif my cousin.... malaysia watch movie RM10 only.... hehe.... singapore $5 only... hehe.... i go back singapore still got 2 movie to watch.... hehe.... tml going back singapore le.... home sweet home... hehe....
missing him so much.... holiday nv go sch.... can't see
him....
hehe..... miss
him so much.... waiting 4
him.....
Love
him
4ever...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, March 13, 2006
me now ah... at cousin house... hehe.... go malaysia shopping... hehe...... buy alot of thing.... bought 2 MANGO shirt.... hehe.... love the 2 shirt so much.... hehe.... and oso bought other thing.... tml going other shopping mall.... tml go see shoes.... my cousin not at home left her little sis.... so i go her room sleep.... hehe... using her laptop.... miss her so much... holiday she still go 4 camp.... haiZ.... $ going to spend finish le.... so sian.... hehe.... spend RM200 le.... hehe... tml go watch movie.... nv try watching movie in malaysia... haha... tml watch Nanny McPhee.... watch finish le den tell u all nice anot..... it has been a long time since i chat wif him... miss tat time we chat on the phone and msn.... hehe.... haiZ... stop here le... tml still wan to go shopping... hehe...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, March 10, 2006
this is what i am thinking in the bus while i am on my way back to sch:
if you say he is just a dream only, den i am the 1 which always day-dreaming....
1yr has past i felt tat he's more & more far away from me.... a place tat i can't reach....
he seen to be happy, i seen to be happy on my face and sad in my heart.....
if being loved is a kind of enjoyment den y i saw him suffering....
remember in e past we both were e perfect pair.. can we ever go back to e past..
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
2day last 2nd day of sch.... hehe... holiday coming.... dunno can go where..... feel like going to sentosa..... hehe.... see how lor.... today in sch so sian.... science teacher so stupid.... teach like sotong like tat.... haha.... cpa lesson.... haiZ... N level coursework.... sch reopen i only left 15mins only... so scare.... hehe.... hope to pass at least with a A2.... if A1 more better... haha.... tml 1st lesson is eOa.... oso N level coursework.... tml must type, type and still type... hehe... must be fast in typing... hehe.... other thing can slow slow... typing must be fast.... but must double check... hehe.... 2day oso go 4 an outing.... quite fun la.... hehe.... den on the way back i was thinking about alot of thing.... hehe.... of coz is him again.... i always think about him only... hehe.... but he will nv noe la...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, March 07, 2006
this past few days or i should say this week very busy.... holiday come got alot of thing to do.... hehe.... my chinese CA1 or CA2... i dunno... hehe... get the highest in class... so happy... hehe... the starting of the year my life was miserable.. sometime i dunno what i am doing... what i should do.... lucky my mood is changing.... even i am still abit upset but is better than before.... sometime i dunno what i am upset about.... isn't it funny... i think it is funny... hehe....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, March 04, 2006
have a so call gd and bad dream yday nite.. gd becoz its what i always wan to dream about.. bad becoz its jus a dream only.. in the real life it wun happen at all.. he is gone in my life and he will nv come back to me.. its nv ever change at all 4 the past 1 years and 7months.. miss him so much.. waiting 4 u.. but even i noe u will not come back to me.. i also will wait.. waited for 1 yr 7month.. knowing tat myself is stupid but its also nvm de.. at least we r tgt b4 and we reali love each other in the past tat all i wan..
you will never know.. how much i love u.. love you so much more than what u know.. i will be here waiting for you.. remember in the past we both were the perfect pair.. can we ever go back to the past.. i will never let you go again.. regret leaving you behide..
mIss LoNeLy so sTreSS nOw.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
this week alot of thing happen.. i hate to handle all those stupid thing, stupid teacher... haiZ. stress wif my study.. who can help me.. i dunno who to look 4.. science is so stupid.. regret to study this subject.. the teacher oso dunno how to teach de.. he tot he so big and always look down on ppl.. thinking tat my friend & i can't get the top in class.. this yr i dunno.. becoz he is the science teacher.. but last yr my friend and i was the top 5 in the class.. this yr dunno will fail my science 4 my N level anot.. my sch sux.. think NT de N level not N level ah.. find this kind of teacher to teach us.. we sure fail 1 la.. a stupid teacher, stupid sch.... haiZ.. i hate ppl tat look down on me.. i hate teacher tat look down on me even more.. think i can't do it isit.. den i will let u see tat i can and i will..
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
