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♥Wednesday, August 30, 2006

i went to sch for 1 lesson.... i start to feel unwell.... so call my sis.. ask her to come sch bring me home.... i reach home le.... found i got fever.... den after become high fever..... i feel my whole body so weak nowadays... my bone is so pain.... sick 4 too long le... now like no energy..... i think soon i will go crazy.... haiZ..... dun care le la....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Sunday, August 27, 2006

i went to play those game... indoor and outdoor... den went to shopping... nv shop 4 shirt or what... but i bought alot thing 4 jie jie and jie fu.... food lai de... coz dunno what to buy 4 them... only noe food.... hehe... i now so tired... but abit sad... no $$ le... left RM$50.... hehe.... k la... take alot of photo.... hehe... buy a shoes jus now went we go out 4 dinner.... i asked them 4 a hp to lend me... so tat i can walk alone and go see the shop i wanna to go... if not by the time if i walk wif them... shop all ckose le.... my cousin lend me her hp... so i go shopping alone.... spend finish all.... buying food again and buy toner and make up remover..... buy to share wif my er jie... coz she always use my 1.... hehe.... mummy the best... actually she give me RM$50 tat time RM$10 yday... den jus now she give me RM$30 sia... to u it may be little only... but to me alot le.... daddy oso gd change RM$300 jus 4 me to shopping.... so i buy alot of thing 4 them to eat.... hehe....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Saturday, August 26, 2006

i now noe i can't stand ppl doing or saying the same over and over again.... my head will pain... not only pain... i will go crazy and feel like crying... and i do thing must be fast fast.... cannot wait.... but in malaysia almost a week... i am getting fat... must slim down.... fat le ugly le... haha... may be is oso becoz i stay in NUH so long... loss weight tat time... now go back to the same or even more fat....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

i got a fun plan.... i going back singapore to shopping too.... on tue or even mon.... i dun care.... i am sick but can go out walk walk de.... shopping is the only thing i like... so shopping lor.... not a gd idea meh... i think its gd 4 me... relax my mind.... new plan... so fun... go alone to bugis street or ask ppl along... ask who... ask my er jie... see she got work anot... hehe... fun man... go sch... i think so if no exam... i go find mrs goh.... i need a person to talk to... i think so.... i noe my family member trying so hard to make me happy and relax.... but i dunno my mind.... i hope i am fine... not crazy... i almost tot i am crazy this afternoon.... what can i say.... stress.... i reali dunno.... ms. LONELY is crazy.... OH MY GOD.... no thank... i dun wan... i am fine.... haha... k la... mon if no exam den i go sch... got den no thank... but must see i got slp anot at home.... got slp den got energy go sch... no energy den stay at home slp....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

i not reali happy today.... the depression come back to find me.... it seem like it is worst.... i can't stand a single vioce from ppl.... a single movement from ppl.... OH MY GOD.... what the shit.... i reali dunno what to do.... GOD help me out of this.... i feel like crying every sec.... hu can help me.... i reali dunno lei.... stop it le la.... dun mess so deep into my mind... i now is at GENTING de hotel.... going to slp soon.... hope tml i can find tat wallet.... hello kitty de.... to match my hand bag.... hehe.... my cousin slp le... left me and other 1.... our mummy haven come back to hotel still outside.... slp early so tat tml can go out and had more time.... am i relaxing.... i reali dunno... is my heart come down le... or isit worst.... i DUNNO... i only bit of depression oso sux to the max.... tat it.... hope i tml can have fun at genting.... if not i going crazy... i hate 1 of my cousin.... she doesn't noe how to listen to ppl.... and pls she isn't a xiao mei mei, she is sec 1 this year... i see her i think 4 long, i will go crazy...

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Friday, August 25, 2006

i went to shopping again.... i spend RM130.... i so scare go GENTING.... i no money shopping.... haiZ... so sad.... i love shopping so much.... haiZ..... i going GENTING tml.... early in the morning.... i going to slp soon.... i change my mind.... i let ppl to choose wheather hey need me as friend anot.... or hey wan to be friend anot... dun wan... nvm.... i dun care.... but i hate ppl who come find me only when no ppl pei them den hey remember me.... i hate those ppl..... friend nv last 4ever.... this is what i noe.... family last 4ever and ever.... no friend.... nvm... got family can le.... so if u wan to be friend den u must noe what kind of ppl i am.... the way i live in this world..... u change say u dun like my way and ask me to change..... everyone is diff.... the way hey live.... so no point ask ppl to change 4 u or u go change 4 ppl.... live jus like ur friend..... i will try to relax... no acting haPPy to cover my sadness.... no point.... it wun help my depression.... it make it worst only.... veri worst.... if i go back to sch.... i scold u or what hope u dun take it in mind.... nowaday i am like tat.... i like do thing must fast fast.... cannot wait de.... depression problem... i dunno... or my own self.... i dunno lei..... hope i will get well after going GENTING.... tat all 4 today... go slp den....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Wednesday, August 23, 2006

hope i still had friend.... if u see my blog and u r my friend... den go friendster help me rite testi.... i knew myself got a little bit of depression.... so what.... wan cheer me up den write testi 4 me.... i love to read the testi tat ppl write 4 me..... i see le i more happy.... i now nv go sch.... nxt week okay.... hehe... i relax now... going genting on friday..... now veri late le.... (3.30am) i still haven slp... dunno y.... i going back singapore to handle a little tml..... see doctor as i say b4.... haha..... dunno what to post le... start to tired le... going to slp le.... bye my dear blog....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

depression.... it can be over come.... i now in malaysia.... jus now went to shopping.... i think shopping is the way to help me relax bah..... i buy a dress and a shirt.... and some ear ring.... hehe..... i tml going back singapore awhile only... going back NUH to check up.... see doctor.... haiZ.... i knew tml is pre lim..... but i not going back sch.... i dun wan to think about exam 1st.... i going to asking 4 mc... no mc 4 thur and fri oso like tat.... coz i need to rest and relax my mind.... i going genting wif my cousin.... my mum coming along wif us.... my mum and my family say i need to relax..... if not i go crazy... hey oso will go crazy de.... i think depression oso hard to over come.... i can slp this few days.... but i still feel abit stress.... hehe... i think i going rest le...

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Tuesday, August 22, 2006

i now in malaysia..... so relax.... actually i got abit depression.... but see doctor le... now resting... i will get well.... it jus i too stress le.... my cousin so fan.... haha.... he keep disturb me.... but gd tat i got hey pei.... my grandmother oso here.... i came back to see her.... hehe.... my mum is coming too... i think i will stay up the whole week.... i need to relax my mind... (pre lim) i dun care le.... all those exam make me got this depression de... so i need to rest now.... if u see my blog... pls dun tell me about any exam... relax.... hehe... miss my daddy.... my daddy change RM for me.... den i can shopping.... shopping may be the way to let me relax..... hehe... shopping.....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Saturday, August 19, 2006

i nv tot i am so lonely and lost..... from today i got another nick and its miss LOST..... i dunno i jus felt this way.... i felt so stress on my study..... is it becoz i give myself too much stress le.... tat y i got all those bad dream..... i hope everything is over soon..... let me study and pass well..... study seem to be so important to me now..... i wan to pass well.... reali reali well.... not jus pass.... but i got too much stress in my mind le...... what can i do.... whoever can help me... pls help me.... i need this help..... dun wanna be so stress.... i wan to be happy..... PRE-LIM is nxt week.... i dunno i can take anot... haiZ..... stop giving me stress work..... coz i knew i going to can't take it anymore..... leave me alone 4 awhile.... let me think carefully..... i need to throw all those stress away.... jus like i throw him away..... (by: ms. LONELY /ms. LOST) and may be 1 more nick 4 me.. MS. STRESS

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

i am not allow to go sch.... until my mc is over..... my form teacher say it.... she say if i go they will send me back home..... haha.... nvm den.... i jus scare 4 my exam.... my pre-lim.... haiZ.... what to do.... i dun wan from 2nd become last..... what can i do.... i need to pass.... no matter what i need to do my test..... haiZ....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Thursday, August 17, 2006

at home le.... so happy... but this afternoon my classmate told me nxt week is my pre-lim.... i have to go sch anyway.... haiZ..... i got mc to 23th lai.... but i got to go sch.... need to study.... have to pass well.... may be i tml going to sch le.... hehe.... haiZ... i got to rest early... sleep well.... haha... he is gone soon.... gone in my heart..... remember i said i can do it...

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Wednesday, August 16, 2006

went back to NUH on the (10-8-06) and discharge today..... hehe..... my dad promise to buy a new hp 4 me.... so gd.... 1 more month is moi de bday le.... can't wait.... i am now resting at home.... i taken some pic in NUH.... but is my hand.... haha.... when i free i upload..... tat all 4 now.... i so tired le.... i miss sch so much.... but i now got no energy go sch... may e few day later mah.... i dunno.... but i noe i going to go rest le....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Monday, August 14, 2006

actually i discharge already..... but still having fever so have to come back again to national university hospital..... i so scare sia.... but i think getting better soon.... but after this few week i knew something.... haha.... but now i going to study at here 1st....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

♥Tuesday, August 01, 2006

i went in to national university hospital on friday morning 2am.... den becoz been having fever for too many day to must stay.... hehe... been so long can't online..... now connected to wireless.... haiZ..... so sian... i wan discharge.... dun wan stay here.... i will be hao hao de.... soon... veri veri soon..... but thank alot to kelvin hey all... and hakim hey all.... both group are my classmate... hey came to see me tat day.... and yday jennifer came too... moi de ling ling oso came and see me today.... and mdm suziela, moi de form teacher.... she so gd sia.... she come and see me and help me bring my textbook and teach me eOa today..... and oso my family member... hey are the best.... thank 4 being there 4 me..... i love you all..... haha... i wan to discharge and wan to get well.... hehe....

"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your heart."

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