♥Saturday, March 31, 2007
i was almost drunk.... haha.... i guess is i started off drinking MARTELL.... den after tat go another pub drink beer.... tiger beer... den i abit abit blur blur le... but not until dunno how to go home la.... saw bear got rose... i oso wan.... chris brought 4 me... so good... haha.... may be drunk le... siao siao le... actually may be is becoz i drink this and tat so i will drunk.... but i not reali so drunk hor... i noe what i am doing... muhaha... if i dunno den now i will be on my bed until tonight.... but i dunno y i woke up so early... may be is be coz i going church later...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Wednesday, March 28, 2007
we was jus a 1 week friend. nth more than tat. i dun even wan to waste my msg anymore. snice u may think i am fan. since u say b4 wun avoid me but i guess u r doing it. a person tat can't do what he say. hehe. i guess i am stupid. hehe. nvm. i dun wan to disturb. even my mind is alway thinking about u. i oso wun disturb u le. we dun make each other feel fan by doing this i guess. the only way. bye. takecare.
hmm. i got go sch even i was moody. so cute my friend tat i am a smoker too. but who will ever noe me more den my ex classmate. florence. she dun i nv smoke de. haha. i can't do my PE today. my hand was to painful. so good i no need to run. but i sian. science lesson so boring de. tml a 100% must go. coz got EOA coursework. haha. my god. i must pass wif flying colour. tat mean i must check check check. lets go sleep again. muhaha.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, March 26, 2007
muhaha. i got go school today. but all my girl friend nv come. so bad. left me alone. i was so lonely today. i notice i got alot of homework. because i too many day nv go sch. nvm. jus do it den. once i dismiss from sch i go home. my sch life is like tat de. not reali lonely jiu shi like no friend. tat the reason i dun wan to go 4 sch. ya, study may be more important but if u think again and again. u r jus like study alone in the class. are them my classmate. i dunno. my classmate had all went to ite. i was left behide as i reali hate the feeling of tat. i hate being alone and i hate being left behide. but its my life going to be like this 4 the future. den i wish i have die when i was sick. i noe u guys will say stupid. but if you will to put yourself in my shoes, you will feeling what i feel. like always been cheat by people. like got no reason why you should go on wif this life. like dunno what to do everyday.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
i dunno what i am thinking anyway. 4get about it. i guess i am going to turn crazy soon. hmm. my god. yday after work. i do a most stupid thing. i took a bus tat i dun even noe its going where. i guess tat bus should be heading to changi. but i didn't take until there. i drop at a bus stop. and cross over to the other side to take many bus tat is going to town. i took bus 36. go PS find my er jie. i did told her i veri xin qin bu hao. but nv tell her y. den i go home den. on the way home. i call my gd friend to talk on the phone. after talking to them i feel better but still moody. haiZ. i dunno y must thing turn out like this. i wish it nv started but wish nv come true. so what to do. i reali reali do love u. it not a crush only. i can strongly feel it. even yours feeling 4 me is not as strong as my feeling 4 u. i oso wish to try or to wait. i just scare tat nv started but give to end it. i scare tat one day u will ask me to give up on very thing. i am acting like an kid now. what should i do. i dun wan to be a kid in ur eyes. the most i can do is give each other some time and some place to think about it.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, March 25, 2007
so sad.... today my shop de nets so stupid... run out of paper... den make walk here, walk there... like siao like tat.. bubble tea bubble tea.... hehe... den tat shop tat guy tot i crazy 2day le... every time drink 2cup a day... my english poor... so wat.... since young is like tat... how to change... my eng not like u guys... so moody... bye...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, March 24, 2007
I knew thing will turn out like tat. but i didn't noe it turn out so fast. i am too stupid tat nv go think about this in the 1st place. was half dead when i see tat msg. even how u exelain to me. it wun works. i kind of moodless now. may be i can't even act as if i am happy when i am moody and sad. let it be ba. i wish u dun noe anything, at least like tat i wun be sad at all. may be i just thinking too much le. dun wan to think about the good side when it alway turn out on the bad thing. at least think on the negative side will be much much better when thing happen. i dun noe how to face u. dun ask me why. relationship wasn't 4 me. lets 4get about it ba.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
i am reali scare. never ever love someone until so scare. like 1 day i will lose every thing. i scare tat the reason why i am Fan. doesn't noe what will happen next. just wishing tat whatever thing will hapen it not a bad thing. just hope thing wun turn out the other way round. GOD BLESS!!
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
today at his house sleep until too late. Late 4 sch. so didn't go to sch again. i knew the stupid staff will call my home. Lucky i went home and bath. the 1 tat ans the phone was me. haha. sch has just reopen den i didn't go for 3days. bad student. haha. 15 more min i am going of 4 work. someone so gd no need to work. unlike me. tml still need to work full day. so bored.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, March 23, 2007
Muhaha. Never go school today. Been thinking something may be wrong wif me. Why i don't like to go to school nowaday. Oh my god. I don't wan to fall. How. Xin qing bu hao. Moody and veri veri fan. muhaha. tml going to school. So bored. Xin qing bu hao still need to go sch. see teacher's face. lets see whether got any teacher scold me tml. 1st day wearing contact lens. so paiseh. go to get my lens all alone. Then becoz it the 1st time so the person have to teach me. So funny nia. went to watch movie. Now then i noe i hate to see ghost wif ugly ugly face. but if the movie de ghost de face so pretty den who want to watch rite. aiyoyo. tml got work too. my tian. sO Fan sia. FAN ah FAN. FAN SHI REN. XIN QING BU HAO. just hope tml no one going to tok to me. leave me alone. i think tat may be better.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Thursday, March 22, 2007
Is it alway i have to go through all this. RELATIONSHIP. Love ppl tat, me, myself dun even noe what he is thinking. I can't catch his mind. so Confused. Have a Crush on someone. Guess who is tat person. haha. You tot so easy to guess ah. so easy den i must why write the name out le. OH GOD. What to do. Never mind dun think about this 1st. i got to Keep my room. tml got sch. this few days never reali sleep alot. But what to do. Sch is a must. Tml after sch go home change den go jp to try out wif my contact len. This few day got eat a bit. But today nv eat much. Not even a meal or an fruit.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, March 17, 2007
What up. I got me pay 4 last 2month. But i guess i spend too much le. Yday i off. Then go out wif mei xiu. Waste alot of money. haha. What a waste. How sad. But the best part is i meet my ah di. hehe. Then we went to watch movie. The Haunted School. Nice movie. Then we all went back home. Anyway i didn't go home. Me and my friend go jp 1st. On the train. I was so tired tat i saw a sit den i jus sit down. Beside me was a guy. Abit older than me. I look at him a few time. It seem tat i saw him b4. But i dun care. Bec$oz too tired le tat i fall asleep. Then when we reach jurong east. I look out of the window see its raining anot. Then tat guy called my name. I knew i somehow noe tat person. Its my ex sch mate. I dunno him but got see each other b4. Then i go jp buy my contact len. It cost me so much $180. Then i return my sis $30 spent $25 at the face shop. Spend on a top at Cathay Cineleisure about $50. So sad no money le, must save money. Whatever wan buy nxt month den buy.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, March 10, 2007
I think i am going to fall sick le. How. When the nxt week holiday, I am working for 6day in tat week. Alot rite. hehe. 2 of the day i need to work full-time. I wanting to go holiday when its the end of the year. Long way to then. haha. Plan 1st. Save money 1st. I need more than $1000. hehe. Tml i off day. Lets sleep then. Be a big fat pig.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
