♥Monday, January 29, 2007
today when to work.... wake up at 8 am.... go 4 work at 9am... reach sun tec tower 1 at 10.45am... hehe.... early nia... nv late.... i saw a almost red but orange shirt.... it cost $89.90... after discount is $63..... should i buy or not.... been thinking and thinking.... i wanted to buy but moi da jie keep saying it so big and old.... but i love it... after thinking i think i will buy.... and i dun care what she say.... hehe... tml going NUH see doctor.... tue going malaysia by my own..... happy nia.... haha..... shopping shopping shopping..... i will show my ex shirt pic online.... once i bought it....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Thursday, January 25, 2007
today was a late day 4 sch.... sch start at 8.20am.... went to sch.... 1st lesson was music den PE but i stay in the music room for 2 lesson... tok to mr sim 4 my PE lesson.... so good rite no need to go 4 PE.... br up again wif another person..... it alrite.... i use to it le... guy is always like tat de.... even how many time hey say hey are going 4 serious relationship.... hey dun mean it de... guy can't be trusted..... i rather be single.... i promise from today i will not be in relationship..... i rather study and work all day..... it useless le.... no one can touch my heart.... no one.... it okay la... jus another br up only.... i oso not no ppl wan de ppl.... i wait 4 my fate.... no finding..... hehe..... if u think u can reali touch me den say la.... i went to work today.... my 1st day.... abit tired.... sunday oso got work.... at Sun Tec tower 1.... sat may be going to church.... got to change.... cannot go 4 sunday den may be sat.... tml is friday dunno got go out anot.... guess no bah.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, January 21, 2007
later on i going to the community club near my house to get the edusave merit busary award.... hehe.... dunno will get how much $$..... let me guess it may be $250 bah.... yday got a chat wif my ah mei and i guess i gonna meet her nxt week.... oso meeting fiona nxt week... but still thinking about tml 1st.... should i go expo 4 service.... but ezlink card no money le.... and is adult prize.... how.... if i top up $10 tml.... i guess it will be use up tml too.... coz student and adult de ezlink very diff..... so boring..... saving $.... and oso cutting down my weight.... but 1st of all i got to finish up my science.... becoz of science i cut my hand but not a big cut.... it jus a Z on my hand.... using name tag.... hehe.... i so stress up... fuck off la tat teacher.... she so suckz..... she oso my form teacher lai de.... so bad luck.... if i am depress again... i guess is becoz of her and sch life.... it seem to be hard 4 me....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, January 20, 2007
nowadays i wasn't in a gd mood.... i am in a damn bad mood.... tat guy i noe when jus a bad guy after all.... i guess i now den see this real face.... it was alway cover wif his sweet talk.... but i see it now.... after we both break up.... the real face show up.... coz no more sweet talk de.... no mood.... haiZ..... stop disturbing me pls.... jus leave me alone..... i dun wanna noe any guy from ur side..... i rather dunnno any guy at all.... stop all tat.... I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY! i got no mood.... dun wanna cry or show my bad mood in sch.... i rather stay at home.... i guess my life is alway in a mess.... what can i clear it up..... i jus wan a normal life... isit so hard.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, January 19, 2007
back to my old days.... i got no HaPpIneSS in my life.... jus same like the past..... even going to sch make me feel even more stress.... i wasn't gd wif my classmate i guess so.... nvm.... i still need to go anyway..... i give up.... i rather live alone like b4.... even tat was reali lonely i oso dun care.... break up again and again make me sick and tired of relationship.... i jus dun understand what LOVE is all about.... and i choose to give up on relationship.... i promise if i nv find the rite guy tat i reali reali got feeling wif i will nv get into relationship.... all i can say to my ex is i am reali sorry.... i knew i wasn't a good gf.... jus give up on me bah.... there is gd ger out there.... i am jus the bad 1..... mIss LoNeLy should be always LoNeLy..... let me stay like this den..... i suck and should have fuck off long time ago....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, January 15, 2007
actually i dun noe what my feeling doing.... i kind of got no feeling wif guy ever since me and him broke up in oct 2006..... it stop there... nv move when everyone else was moving to a new life.... even there is a guy who reali reali love me and care 4 me.... and even treat me veri gd when all i do was jus treating him bad..... haiZ.... i noe it bad but the feeling wasn't there.... what 4.... i got no feeling wif him at all.... may be we be gan laogong/laopo still can la.... be real 1.... i guess it wun last..... i dun care wat other going to say about me..... coz i dun even care at all..... i hate LOVE, i love HATE..... hey can't stop me.... pls leave me alone.... i dun wanna hurt u anymore..... i jus wanna be my MISS lonely....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, January 13, 2007
today is the last day of the course.... so happy... it finish.... start to study nxt week.... busy and tired week and hope life will be good in sch..... i guess i rather be alone..... it okay anyway..... but the miss goh wan me to get around wif the classmate.... but i dun wanna talk so much.... jus wanna finish my sch day and go home rest.... even my each and every day in sch is like tat i oso dun mind..... rather say i am mIss LoNeLy so it okay to be lonely nia.... stop it le.... dun wanna be tat friendly coz its useless.... be alone it okay nia.... rather be alone than be around wif ppl tat dun even noe hey like me anot.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
ever since i break up wif tat person last yr.... my heart will dead le.... so i got no feeling at all.... as if no guy can bring back tat kind of feeling of LOVE..... i reali hope i wun hurt anymore ppl.... wun hurt u.... i dun wish to hurt anyone..... i will not stead with guys tat are younger than me anymore....... let 4get it....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, January 12, 2007
today is the 2nd day 4 the course... tml last day... boring sia... sit at there listening to the talk.... what a boring life.... today so stupid sia.... workshop end le but it raining nia... can't even go home.... hehe.... today is about skin care... den me and moi friend help the guy in my class clean their face.... so cute nia.... help them do mask.... see hey to enjoy but abit ke lian 4 some if their face is clean by another guy..... coz hey any how any how de.... lolx.... hey say hey wan help me clean my face and do mask.... i say no thank.... i better go home do it myself since my own sis is working at the face shop i got alot of mASK and all tat..... today alright la..... fiona can't find cindy in the afternoon....dunno cindy go where......
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, January 09, 2007
today went to sch... nv late... haha.... jus rite.... start to noe my classmate.... hey r kind of friendly i can say.... hehe.... the form teacher so stupid de..... today tot can see the stupid mr kok.... but too bad he nv come.... so sad.... haha.... long time nv quarrel wif him le.... i am mrs lim de cpa class..... becoz i didn't go sch on thur and fri so i got lots of work to do... this yr de coursework even more early.... it on JAN i think so.... dunno..... hey say term 1, week 3..... may be la.... so scare... i 4get how to plan 4 my COG, DTP, MMP le..... plan until like shit today.... jus hope i can pass like last time.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, January 07, 2007
i jus hope nth will happen anymore..... i wan to finish my n level.... but haiZ..... going to sch tml.... dunno wat the form teacher will ask me... coz the last 2 days i nv go sch..... dunno what e subject teacher will say.... i wan to be in mrs lim class 4 cpa.... i wish i can.... haiZ.... today wake up damn early..... dunno later got go out anot..... see how den..... i nv think i should ever be in a relationsip at all.... but dunno y i will always end up in 1..... y nia..... i like to hurt ppl meh? haiZ... so fan..... can i be single again..... so fan..... haiZ......
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Wednesday, January 03, 2007
it isn't a great day 4 me.... since it was sch reopen so i went to sch.... but in the end i found out my name wasn't the the class list..... ms ho problem me tat she will put my name in the class list de.... but guess the sch staff was on leave or busy so didn't put.... but anyway i reali not use to it.... i kind of feel like cry every now and den when i was in the class... i went home half way... coz it reali hard 4 me to stay.... i kind of miss my old classmate.... i was so stress up.... my god... what should do.... i get from my friend 1 of the malay ger number.... coz i needed to ask her the tabletable.... thank alot ika... she was so kind.... she may be my 1st friend in tat class..... haiZ.... i nv go sch tml.... let me rest 1st.... i still couldn't take it.... haiZ.... hopefully i will go sch on friday.... stop here....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, January 01, 2007
a veri happy new year..... 2007 will be a better year 4 me.... bad luck will leave as 2006 leave.... haha.... bad luck and unlucky thing will leave as the year end.... hehe... it was so funny nia.... i was actually meet up my ah mei.... den go countdown together... but she say she not reali feeling well.... so nv go out le... den nvm.... me tot of meet up yuan.... she say 8plus den meet up..... but i so sian at home..... den i alone go bugis.... walk walk.... see got a hand bag to buy mah..... i reach bugi at 6pm.... walk walk finish at 7plus...... coz nth much to shop actually... coz i was so broke at tat time..... haha..... but it was still so early and yuan didn't call me, say what time to meet.... i so er and tired..... hehe.... fiona call me.... say she is at city hall there going to suntec..... so i go meet her..... coz she can pei me go eat dinner..... haha.... went to countdown and see fire work..... FIRE WORK so nice..... this year de fire work veri veri nice nia..... den after countdown i and fiona slack at there awhile.... den go home.... i and fiona diff train.... 1 west side another 1 east side..... hehe.... on the way walking home i call 67773777..... coz of waiting 4 countdown and walk here and there too tired.... so i er er again.... i call McDelivery...... hehe..... 2 more days sch jiu reopen le..... kind of not use to it..... going back to a same sch but diff class.... diff classmate and sch-mate..... miss my old class mate..... hope a new year will be a better year....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
