♥Wednesday, December 31, 2008
2008 is definitely a bad year 4 me.
lets talk abt the bad thing this yr
get to noe some backstabber friends
lost my nokia hp
lost my LV purse
lost my Tiffany & Co de ring.
lost $100 and someone own me some money
dun think i getting it back.
so much thing happen in my life in this 1yr
Esp June - Oct, i been crying and disappointment.
with thing tat happen and friend tat backstabbed me.
somehow i also have happy moment in 2008.
1) a sweet bday (thank to my darling and friends)
2) clubbing wif gal friend and buddy
3) a gold ring to replace the Tiffany & Co ring
4) my long time wishlist Longchamp
5) to have my current boyfriend
6) my 1st month anniversary with bf
7) my 1st xmas wif bf
8) my 1st new yr wif bf
9) my er jie de baby (giselle)
10) last but not least can't 4get to thanks my darling & buddy.
Sharon, Gladys, yi wen, xin mei,
yueting, joleen, louis & more (*too many to name le*)
-- thank 4 being there when need u all.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, December 29, 2008
oh yeah :P my er jie has give birth
to a baby girl, so cute nia.
it on 29 dec 08. it 1 day after my sis bday
get us start wif the baby photo.
to a baby girl, so cute nia.
it on 29 dec 08. it 1 day after my sis bday
get us start wif the baby photo.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Thursday, December 25, 2008
xmas eve i am working.
hehe. but is only till 7pm
after work i wait 4 bf
my dear dear came
to fetch me from work
den we go orchard to meet his friend
wanted to watch movie
but buy wrong timing de ticket.
actually wan but 10.30 which is 2230hr
but the person hear wrongly to 0230hr
so too bad no need to watch movie le
den we tot of going to boat quay
so i call and reserve a table 4 us
drinking wasn't tat bad after all
but i was reali kind of drunk le
12am and it is xmas
merry xmas to my dear dear
this is my 1st xmas
tat i have someone celebrating wif me.
i love you, dear!!
hehe. but is only till 7pm
after work i wait 4 bf
my dear dear came
to fetch me from work
den we go orchard to meet his friend
wanted to watch movie
but buy wrong timing de ticket.
actually wan but 10.30 which is 2230hr
but the person hear wrongly to 0230hr
so too bad no need to watch movie le
den we tot of going to boat quay
so i call and reserve a table 4 us
drinking wasn't tat bad after all
but i was reali kind of drunk le
12am and it is xmas
merry xmas to my dear dear
this is my 1st xmas
tat i have someone celebrating wif me.
i love you, dear!!
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, December 21, 2008
Let me say out something
which is kept in my heart this few days.
i am just a normal girl like many others
so it normal to see girl get jealous
when their bf ex contact their bf
even it jus a msg or wat.
even their bf dun reply back
even their bf see already just delete
and say he will never reply the msg
but in deep down of ur heart
the msg is still send to him and
no matter what kind of girl you are
whether it those tat easy get jealous or not
i think you will be still abit not feeling very gd
or should just say abit jealous ba.
i dunno but i guess most girl is like tat ba
i may look strong at the outside
but doesn't mean i am strong at the inside too
sometime i am just a girl that bottle up feeling
and when the bottle gets real full inside
i will be like breathless and reali hurt inside
by then when it happen you'll see me crying non stop.
tat the reason i hate myself sometime
i will be like trying to keep everything to myself
and ended up i couldn't by myself.
but till then i can't find anyone to help me.
i reali dun wan this to happen!!
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
I know i am alway doing what i want with or without asking u. Because you will always say yes or okay with my idea. But yet i am not trying to plan anything. I behave weirdly this few week because i start to feel how important you are in my life. I am jus very scared tat i will loss you in anyway. Do you understand the feeling. Even i do know you are the best boyfriend, i ever had. but because of this that why i am scared. I know you are always treating me nice and with your care. But i am not confident of myself. Firstly i am not pretty, fat, short and etc etc. I know you also think i am fat but i am trying my best to cut down my weight. I also wish to go back to sometime de weight. Really dunno how should i say because the word LOVE cannot be say or show with word. Nothing in this word can explain this wonderful word.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, December 19, 2008
today start work at 12noon
went to work from my bf house.
i think jan i will stay over at his house
not only 4 off day ba. haha~
coz my 2nd sis giving birth le.
den will move in to my house 4 a month
den staying at home will be damn bored
coz i will not have my own room le.
hehe~ anyway back to work thing
today i was alone again, coz colleague mc
hmm. 1 comment 4 this, i hate working alone la.
it reali tired nia, everything i must do.
today have to OT 4 half an hour
coz my last customer was at 8 plus going 9pm
den i need to count the total sale and settle the sales.
call bf when i am walking down to the bus stop
actually i was reali scare walking down alone
the road there was so dark tat scared me.
bf wasn't actually busy at tat time.
but he try to make his time to chat wif me
till i reach the bus stop, i love my bf so much.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
i went over to bf house on wed
wasn't in a good mood
so when i board on his car
i didn't wanted to talk at all
must say sorry to royston
4 being rude tat day.
hehe. yday was my off day la
i wake up around 11plus
bath finish den prepare
den go work wif my bf
it was like normal sitting in his car
accompany him go work
but wheather was so hot
make me wanna sleep.
when bf finish work
we go back home
his mum was at home
and got cook last nite
but i nv eat what his mum cook
ppl who noe me well should noe
what his mum cook le. haha~
actually didn't wan to eat de
but the show abt buffer
make me hungry sia.
den bf accompany go eat.
we both walk to near by places
hardly see us walking de nia.
even bf say i am so use to sitting on a car.
say i start to become lazy le.
but i actually is very lazy de la.
hmm. back home watch tv.
den we go bath after tat.
of coz not 4getting this nia
me and bf do mask tgt nia.
i love to spend my day wif him
even its jus accompany him to work
or jus staying at home. i will oso be happy
as long as he is by my side tat will be great le.
Patricia LOVE Ricky
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, December 14, 2008
yday i was thinking abt going off earlier
then ask manager if i can claim 2hr from OT.
she say only this thing only ah.
so happy to know tat. hehe. sms my dear.
he say he was thinking abt bring me out
but i got work so he tot can't
but since i can go off earlier
mean can le. he came over to fetch me
and we go vivo to walk walk.
oso go there 4 a movie.
we watched the movie Twilight
it was reali i nice movie
and it most nice becoz it wif my dear.
he send me to work after tat.
but i not feeling well
hey still wan to work upstair
i was so turn off.
so i jus tell them i not feeling well.
i wan go home. i dun care wat hey will say
hmm, didn't went home. go to bf place.
matt drive me to yishun to find him.
sleep at his house and go work from there.
no shirt to wear so wear bf de shirt to work.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, December 12, 2008
i started my attachment
at Villa RainTree SPA
wif my classmate seri.
for the 1st week
we need to work 3day full
den the following week den got off.
but after 4day working there.
i still quite like the place.
until now ppl there is very friendly
at Villa RainTree SPA
wif my classmate seri.
for the 1st week
we need to work 3day full
den the following week den got off.
but after 4day working there.
i still quite like the place.
until now ppl there is very friendly
my dear came to fetch me 2 time.
from my work place. hehe.
he is so sweet man.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, December 07, 2008
HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY, DEAR!!
millon of happiness
from ur smile tat always cheer my up,
to ur warm hugs tat kept me warm at night.
thank you for all big and small surpises.
thank you for fetching me everytime.
thank you for sending me home & work no matter wat.
thank you for accompany me go shopping.
thank you for reminding me to drink water
thank you for cooking food 4 me.
thank you for your smile again
thank you for many many things.
thank you for all the thing you done 4 me.
thank you for all big and small surpises.
thank you for fetching me everytime.
thank you for sending me home & work no matter wat.
thank you for accompany me go shopping.
thank you for reminding me to drink water
thank you for cooking food 4 me.
thank you for your smile again
thank you for many many things.
thank you for all the thing you done 4 me.
so many more thing i need to thank you
& i know this list will carry on.
dear, you will be the only one tat i always smile 4.
& i know this list will carry on.
dear, you will be the only one tat i always smile 4.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, December 06, 2008
it sat and it dear bday celebration.
like normal he still need to work.
after work we go home rest.
den we over to met his friend,
quite alot of his friend came
some is yishun friend and
the rest is online friend.
some i noe already
the rest i dunno but i oso dun wan to noe
and i dun reali like a ger there
am i jealous? may be yes ba.
i noe my dear dear is mine only.
but ger is like this de ma.
jealous is very noraml de lo.
hmm. dear drink alot.
and we had drink 4 few days le
dear wasn't feeling tat well
so we 2 take cab home.
i send him back home.
takecare of him whole night.
he look so cute when he slp.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, December 05, 2008
today was dear bday.
i went over to find him last nite
tgt go dinner wif his family.
after dinner we go home awhile
jiu drive into malaysia
there was a jam
so dear de bday counts down
was inside the car yday.
today as normal he so work
i waited at mac 4 him
until my hp low batt.
why coz i play game ma.
send finish stock le.
we go yishun north point to walk walk
eat dinner there and was enjoy.
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
