♥Wednesday, May 31, 2006
u and her is ur problem.... what ur friend say about me or u or who ever.... is their problem... coz it their mouth and i can't stop them.... as long i noe what i am doing is rite or wrong can le.... tat what i wan... u and her happy, sad, moody or even quarrel oso ur problem.... break up oso ur problem... i wun care.... believe me, yday tat monday is the last day i will care about u.... believe me, last sat is the 1st and end time i will talk to ur stead.... jus ask her dun stare at me when she saw me can le.... coz her face sux man.. and i will nv be so stupid like tat day.... wasting my energy talking to a BITCH.... me and cyathia now r friend... so what... remember u r not my who... u can't stop me from making friend.. even my parent can't stop me from doing thing.... so do u.... go look after ur stead la.... i think i should be the 1 to tong qing her.... she still need to scare 1 day u dun wan her... haha.. so tong qing her sia..
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
today i went to sch.... but i am still veri sick.... after tat my friend wanna go do CIP hrs.... actually i am so sick until i wan to go home rest.... but they ask me to go along.... so i go wif them.... okay la.... 3hrs only.... but in between tat 3hrs.... i felt tat my heart was so painful.... i shouldn't be friend wif him at the 1st place... now too many thing happen le.... i wanna to give up... i keep telling myself if he nv contact me den i dun contact him.... may be until i noe he is back to single again 1st.... i nv regret 4 loving a person like u.... but u will sure regret letting go a person like me.... u sure will regret what u have done to me.... is whether now or later... i trying to put down everything.... trying to 4get u.... jus to make myself happy.... so when i am happy... i could take my n level and pass well... reali wif gd result... i am use the 1 whole month holiday to make myself give up on u and get ready 4 my exams....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
i am sick plus now i veri the tired.... god... what kind of life u wan me to live in.... i noe relationship is not tat important 4 my age.... but y do u need to use relationship to hurt me again and again.... this time u hurt deeply until i dunno how to find the way out.... ya... it like i am lost now.... searching 4 a way out of this pain... haiZ.... finding tat way out is already so hard 4 me le... still got so many thing happen nowadays.... u noe i hate friend tat dun understand me and dun trust me.. and u make him tat person tat dun understand and trust me.... i lose to them.... they win... okay.... i used to stand so tall in the past... i used to be so strong too... but now i am not strong anymore.... i am only a weak ger hu need someone to hold on to her and nv let go of the small and cold hand.... this is all i wish... isit so hard... GOD... u reali like to see me suffering...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, May 27, 2006
i knew i will fall sick.... but i dunno i will sick until like tat..... from last nite until now..... i having high fever but i can't slp.... so xin gu.... i reali dunno what to do le... i veri tired le.... i wanna to put down everything and rest.... but so many thing stopping me.... and now i tired until sick le.... i going crazy le.... den he still contact me... make me so stress.... reali need to wait until i got someone to love and hold on to me le.... den he will let me go.... or is me the 1 tat holding back... i dunno.... now even friend oso can't help me le.... what can i do.... reali veri sick now.... gonna die soon... i hope there will be someone tat will hold on to me.... i dun wan to be let go and left behide again... haiz....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Wednesday, May 24, 2006
you promise me, that you will treat me better..
you promise me, your love 4 me will never fade away....
you promise me, to hold on to my hand and never let go of it....
you make too much promise that you can't do it....
now that i am changing from bad to worst....
you wanna stop me...
but you never think that its too late...
we are not stead anymore....
you are just a friend if mine....
i'll never listen to friend de...
becoz you broke the promise and even broke my heart into pieces..
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
now that you are gone and you got her...
i should find my boi back...
coz i need someone to hold on to my hand....
and he can be tat person....
he can be the person tat will be by my side....
you can't anymore... becoz u broke all the promise...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
you are the one tat GIVE UP..so better don't regret what you have done....
it you the 1 tat is wrong....
so i am trying to escape from you....
and find someone tat will hold on to me and hug me...
i love u... but u hurt me.... what can i do....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
my life is fine now.... when something happen den u noe who is ur true friend.... i am so bless to have quite alot true friend around me..... still remember tat i told u b4.... no matter what happen.... i will still be by ur side.... i will nv give up.... hehe.... i wun do anything to u.... other than waiting.... i will not do any thing le.... love u 4ever..... lolx..... she is her problem..... u and her is u all de problem... dun add me in.... i live by my own now... waiting 4 u to come back.... even my friend are scolding me stupid.... i may be still will wait.... haha....to see u and her sad sad de.... haha.... me will nv make myself sad again.... i will be happy....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, May 23, 2006
u promise not to leave me, u said u were afraid i leave u, bt now, u walk away leaving me wif tears every secs.. u break all the promise tat u make.... u hurt me deeply until i couldn't take it.... now i knew tat it isn't my fault.... u r the 1 tat is wrong.... i hate her..... ask her to watch out... hehe.... i know myself is changing until veri bad.... going to become like the past de me.... i oso dun wan to be like tat but who make me change.... may be is u hurt me until i crazy le so i am changing.... haiZ.... i still love u but what can i do.... but anyway thank to u.... i today take my weight and i lose 2 kg.... but i almost faint in sch today.... may be is becoz i stand too long or i nv eat thing.... nvm.... i haven die jiu hao le...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, May 16, 2006
tml is the last day of my MYE.... last 2 paper.... its chinese listening and oral.... hehe.... so happy... after tat got 2 day holiday.... nowadays me and moi dear have a small quarrel..... haiZ.... actually it normal de la... even a prefect pair will oso quarrel... relationship is like tat de.... sure will have some quarrel... nth is prefect.... hehe.... yet i dun reali like to quarrel.... i am trying not to quarrel le.... try to take it.... but sometime i jus can't take it anymore.... haiZ.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, May 14, 2006
today is 13th May 06... a day tat i have been wait 4.... its is the 1 month anniversary of me and moi dear.... its a happy day.... i love u, dear....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Wednesday, May 03, 2006
i now using my own laptop to rite thid posts.... so happy.... i got my own laptop le.... hehe..... today i got EOA practical exam.... i dun have enough time to do finish all the 3qns.... end up.... i didn't print out the last work.... i so sad.... den the other 4 print out dunno got wrong mah.... dun have time to check.... me today oso dun y myself type so slow.... may be its becoz i not feeling well... hehe... tml oso practical exam... but this time is CPA.... oso dunno how to do... better is not data base... if is data base i sure die de..... nowaday no one noe my blog web site..... i so relax sia.... dun have a stupid come my blog to distrub me.... hehe..... as i say my blog need some rest.... lol... hehe....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, May 02, 2006
me was so jealous about some small thing yday.... den make moi dear whole nite can't sleep and stress.... lol.... deAr... so sorry.... i will try not to be so jealous nxt time.... haha... den u oso must remember the promise u made hor.... hehe..... LOVE you so much.... muackz.... 12more days.... LOLx..... muackz.... waiting 4 tat day to come... 13-05-06.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
