♥Wednesday, June 28, 2006
yday sch reopen.... den me so angry sia... must dye black my hair.... den i still have to go out wif friend after sch.... where got time... tot of reach home den dye.... den i found out tat my house dun have black de... only got red de... so sian.... den today nv go sch... coz haven dye my hair.... but jus now dye le... but like no use.... not black lei.... haha... tml go sch sure kanna scold until siao... haha.... so tired.... i this few day alway go out wif my ah jie.... love to go out wif her... so fun... hehe.... i keep on eat eat eat.... getting fat soon... haha... sobx... no... cannot... i must slim down.... haha.... tml got to go sch.... 3 of the lesson is science.... i like science but i hate the teacher.... lolx....i gonna miss my hair colour....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, June 26, 2006
friday i went to friend de pub.... i drink quite alot but nv drunk..... quite fun de.... but i reach home at morning.... den i still have to work..... hehe.... work until veri tired.... haiz... after work i go and find alan they all.... coz they got bbq.... den i went to find another friend... thing happen again... at my work place and wif my friend... i lost a few friend again... nvm den.... coz i reali dunno how to be friend wif u all anymore.... treat it as we dunno each other den.... today go church.... sidney so cute... and he rock man... after tat i go work.... jus reach home... tml i have to go sch.... nxt time only week end got work only.... so sian... sch reopen le.... may be is becoz sch reopen le... tat y i feel so moody again... or becoz i loss a few friend.... but mostly is becoz sch reopen bah.... thank alot to my ex.... the 1 b4 zh.... he pei me chat yday.... even he is busy... he still pei me....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, June 23, 2006
hmm.. after a long time... i still think tat i should and i have to end it asap... so i delete away all the msg he sent me.... in friendster and my hp.... hmm... i say it ended mean it ended.... no point turning back to the past and be sad.... and the past tat he given me is only sad.... could i find something tat is happy and meaningful or even a thing tat touched my heart.... no.... may be all my other relationship have bah.... i noe 1 of my relationship have b4... tat guy reali touched my heart.... and he so cute... even in the end the way we ended make me so sad but at least he gave me a memories tat i will nv 4get... what do u think.... what have u done 4 me... and what i had done 4 u... i dun wan to give in anymore.... coz in the end i didn't get back anything but my heart end up so empty.... i jus wan to start my life all over again... if emptiness is my life den i must y go and die....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
today someone keep asking y i got her hp number.... so stupid sia... i call her yday den after i hang up... i delete away le.... oso wun save de.... haha.... finding out the person so important meh.... stupid.... haha.... go out wif ah jie.... den i found out tat my hp no battery le.... haha.... i jus off it and i nv even reply those ppl who msg me.... haiZ.... my bill come le.... nvm.... $80 plus only.... hehe..... i can pay it using my own money.... when i get my pay 1st.... tml going out wif ah jie again... hehe.... we going shopping again.... gers love shopping... haha....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
yday work until veri fun.... when home wif someone who live at west side.... so lucky i tot i can't find someone who live near me.... yday i got my pay but at the same time i spend it away le.... today and tml i off..... later on i going wif my ah jie.... tml may be go friend de pub.... hehe..... nowaday my mood is not rite.... so keep feeling like drinking beer or other..... sunday i will be late 4 work..... i 1pm den will reach..... i going church jus to see sidney..... i can't miss it anymore... already miss 1 time le.... sidney rockz.... haha..... going out le....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Wednesday, June 21, 2006
today went to work..... hehe... lucky nv late... but i veri tired coz the last nite i 4am den slp.... now oso veri late le... around 1 plus le.... so call is the nxt day le.... hehe.... go home alone today.... how i wish there is somone hu can send me home or pei me take bus or train.... i am waiting 4 tat someone to come in to my life... my life is too empty and i need someone like tat to hold on to my hand... to make me feel tat i am protected by someone..... so pls.... faster come into my life... haha.... but pls... not him... i dun wan someone tat will break my heart again and again.... hehe.... k la.... me going to slp le..... tml happy working.... to myself....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, June 20, 2006
today is my off day.... yday i get my pay... but today i spend alot le.... no money left.... this week will be the last week i will work in queenway, nxt time only work during week end.... i tot it ended.... i was quite happy.... but he call me jus now... when i was wif ling on the way to mac.... coz i nv eat much today.... we go eat together.... today i went out wif my gan mei mei.... they so cute.... we go bugis and far east.... they pei wo shopping... so gd.... we go take neoprint... oso bought 2pair of shoes and 2shirt..... ever since i start working or the holiday start.... i already buy total of 11 shirt or t-shirt..... and 1 jap jap de jeans, 2 jeans de skirt and 3 jeans short..... spend quite alot.... around 300 to 400 dollar.... siao siao liao.... haha... this week de pay cannot spend le must save or return ppl.... haha..... nvm.... i got more than enough shirt, skirt, jeans de short, jeans.... so nvm.... haha... i think i am the most blessed ger... got money shopping and moi daddy buy laptop, mp3, hp and digital camera during the starting of the year.... i got all the thing i wan.... only 1 thing i can't use money to get.... a true love... a person who will be by side 4ever.... tat 1 is hard.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, June 19, 2006
yday i went to yuan de house to ton..... now abit tired le.... coz i 5am den slp plus today got to work..... tml i off day.... going out again.... holiday going to end le.... now dun go out oso no chance le.... i think i will be trying my best to end everything tml.... and start to make more guy friend..... hehe..... i like motorbike.... so if u got a bike.... give me a ride.... hehe... queenway de ppl ah... still okie la.... i love fiona and yuan.... hey so friendly... hehe.... love making more friend.... wanna noe there de ppl better.... nxt week days is my last week le... after tat i only work during week end..... today so tired sia....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Saturday, June 17, 2006
my dear, where r u now.... when i reali need u.... u r gone.... should i hate u.... i think i should.... u so bad but dunno y i still love u.... nvm.... i can find a better person de.... veri soon... i guess.... someone who can protect me not hurt me.... am i rite... hehe.... love hurt... do u remember this....
wEn LUV hOng
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
today i late 4 work.... den my boss, edmund wait 4 me at MRT and drove me to queenway..... so pai seh sia... hehe... coz i am the 1 holding the key.... today quite fun de.... but i late den no time buy drink.... i ask ah bao let me drink her water... hehe.... den got talk to her.... but my boss dun wan me to talk to her.... so sad.... make friend only mah.... i dunno him la... only noe he like tat half is 4 my own gd.... but i jus wan to make friend.... den when i wan close shop... fiona hp kanna steal sia.... fuck sia.... the person.... make fiona cry.... make me oso wanna to cry wif her.... starting wanna go bugis wif her when we fang gong.... den she like tat i tot she dun wan to go de.... but she got go wif me sia... we buy the same pant.... i buy a cute cute dress... i am going to bugis on monday too.... off day... go wif cynthia and jolyn... i think so... both my baobei gan mei mei.... my dear fiona, dun sad sad le hor.... sayang.... hehe....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, June 16, 2006
am i still sad.... may be lor.... or jus got no feeling wif every thing... i dunno.... i trying my best to 4get him.... hehe.... i hope i can.... i think i can.... hehe.... i noe he can't be my mr lonely.... so i nv hope so too.... hehe....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
hehe.... today oso got work sia... so tired.... hehe... but quite happy de... ah bao, so cute.... she keep calling me when i walk pass her shop den i ask her... y call me... den she say call 4 fun de.... hehe.... start to noe my work place there de ppl better.... hehe.... today nicky hey all come queenway find me.... but hey go back to jurong very early... nxt time wait 4 me to fang gong mah.... hehe.... monday may be my off days.... i think i will go back to my shop on monday to get moi de pay.... hehe.... den go shopping wif 2 of my gan mei mei... must go make neoprint together.... hehe.... if i go my work place den i sure go see ah bao and yuan hey all got work anot.... den go chat wif them...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Thursday, June 15, 2006
this week i work 4 the whole week.... i know i still love him... but what can i reali do.... hehe.... i am trying my best to get him back to be by my side.... noe its veri hard 4 me to get him back... becoz his heart is not wif me le.... i am oso trying my best to 4get him.... may be finding a new guy is even more better than getting him back.... a new person hu will love me... and his love 4 me wun fade away like my ex.... i dunno... nvm den.... back to my work.... i reali will be veri tired sia... working 4 the whole week.... but nvm.... today got yuan pei wo... but tml she off.... may be i will find ppl to chat wif me... hmm.... i get to noe more ppl there... jus noe ah bao.... chat b4 la... but 2 or 3time only.... hehe.... haiZ.. i now veri confuse la... he wun be mine le... oso dun wish to make any more mistake.... if tat ger wan him back den jus take him back la... coz i think 1 day i will find someone better than him... even i still love him, i oso wun hold on to thing tat dosen't belong to me....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, June 13, 2006
it hard 4 me to find someone to replace u.... dun u noe u mean alot to me.... haiz.... i think i still love u... but what can i do.... we can't be like the past le.. even we r back together... the feeling has change le.... no longer be the same de.... i miss u so much.... my mind is full of u now.. remember in the past i always go ur house pei u.. do u noe how i wish i can see u now... i feel like huging u but i can't coz we r no longer stead le.... so i can't hug u le.... or how i wish u will hug me and hold on the me.... but u wun de.... haiZ..... i use to be lonely but now i think without u, i am even more lonely.... i think u will nv noe how i feel de.... dun u think so.... haiZ.... ya.. nowadays i gt to noe more guy but so what... hey can nv replace u in my heart... can't slp becoz my mind is all about u, ur face, ur smile and ur everything..... remember i say b4.... how deep u hurt me... i will still love u.... my love 4 u will nv fade away... even urs will fade away, mine wun.... my love 4 u stay there 4ever... even 1 day i find a stead... i can say he will nv replace u in my heart.... i love u so much....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
today went to work.... quite tired de.... den my shop de sales still quite gd la.... hehe..... but tot tat tml i off day den end up i have to work.... den this 1 whole week only got 1 day off le.... hehe.... nvm.... like tat i can earn more money..... today i fang gong le den yan oso going to close shop so i wait 4 her.... den walk together to queen town.... but b4 we walk to queen town we went to eat our dinner.... den we chat about lor.... actually today whole i am think what do my ex look like ah.... i 4get about his face le..... veri long nv meet ever since we broke up..... haiz.... i still make myself believe some day u and me will find ourself in love again.... but now i dun think so le... a 2nd chance isit so hard.... i can to believe we still can be together.... haiZ..... listening to (I Still Believe - Mariah Carey).... haiZ.... yan ask me to 4get him and find a new guy... i hope i can asap.... i reali veri tired of now de me le.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, June 12, 2006
hmm... this few days i veri late den reach home.... i reach home after mid nite or even in the morning..... went out wif friend.... now is 2 to 3 am le.... its monday le.... but sat nite go watch the movie CARS wif 2 new friend..... coz sunday nv work.... so can watch mid nite show..... sunday afternoon i went to town wanna to meet a friend which i noe opp my shop.... hehe.... but last min she can't meet me... den nvm de... i went to town alone.... at there walk walk.... got go far east but too bad... franics nv work at there le... if not can go find him.... den moi de friend ask me whether i wan him to pei me anot.... i tell him anything lor... den he so gd sia.... but i nv meet him at far east... i meet him at bugis.... i spend quite alot of money yday.... i buy alot of thing using my pay.... hehe... but yday i from far east wan go bugis... i saw ah baO... tot she wun talk to me de but dunno y she walk to me and stop infront of me.... talk to me sia.... haha.... after all i went back but nv go home.... pei my friend den we meet another guy.... until jus now den i go home....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, June 09, 2006
actually, i falling in love wif him le... but i wun let myself do tat.... coz he can't be tat person in my life.... god like to put ppl who will not be by my side wif me de.... i dunno y i am so suffering sia.... hurtzz..... haiZ..... he is not mine.... haiZ.... scare a veri bad thing will happen at my work place.... i think i should be alone 4ever.... since no one can ever give me what i wan.... i wan a person who can love me, hug love, care 4 me.... be wif me 4ever.... but who can do all this.... who can make all this promise and dun break them..... i dun think there will be someone like this.... in the past i tot he is.... but end up he break up wif me.... he break all the promise above.... he promise b4 me to love me 4ever.... to care 4 me.... be by my side 4ever.... but he broke all those promise.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
haiz.... i scare i falling in love wif someone le..... me dunno lei.... haiZ.... actually what i wan is veri simple de.... i only wan someone to hold on to me, to hug me, to love me.... tat all.... and i wan it to be long term.... can u have me this.... i hope u can..... hiZ..... i think i like him.... but he dunno and dun think he like me lei.... haiZ.... done something to my hair.... den today oso got go shopping... go bugis.... plan to buy lotx of thing when i get my pay.... hehe... tml have to work.... haiZ..... yday mid nite quite okay de la.... me went out.... hehe.... something happen oso.... haiZ.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Thursday, June 08, 2006
today me nv work.... wanna go out but raining sia.... what to do now.... pls pls... stop raining.... me wan go out.... i 1 week only got 1 day off... dun wan waste it at home.... pls... haiZ..... me actually meeting zhao ling le... den now raining sia... oso dunno how to meet her..... haiZ..... told her tat we wait until the rain stop den go out.... hope it will stop asap.... pls.... haiZ.... yday quite moody de.... me oso dunno y... may be becoz of him.... haiZ.... i am trying my best to 4get him.... since he wun come back to me le... den must y dun wan him.... rite... haha.... but if 1 day he regret, i oso wun care about him de.... he say i dun understand him... den he more dun understand me.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Wednesday, June 07, 2006
me work 4 the 3rd day le.... wanna noe someone from my work place.... but so sad i got no chance to talk to her.... oso scare she dun wan to noe me lei..... hehe..... haiZ..... yday he mess up my feeling... make me whole nite moody until can't slp.... den today go work me veri tired.... haiZ... den moi de another ex stead angry wif me so long le.... haiZ... dun wanna care about them le.... jus wan them to leave me alone jiu hao le.... haha..... so sian.... me so tired sia.... dunno what to wear 4 tml.... can wear what lei.... haha.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Tuesday, June 06, 2006
they broke up le.... but will hey patch again.... i dunno... actually is the ger break up wif him de.... i think now he noe how i reali felt tat time.... nvm.... this is what he wan de.... dun u think i wun treat him like tat... i sure treat him veri gd de.... i noe me and him no chance le.... but i wan to believe 1 day me and him will fall in love again wif each other.... but i noe this is abit stupid.... haiZ....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Monday, June 05, 2006
today work at there veri fun but tml not same sia.... is wif the boss..... so sian..... hehe... me today get to noe a few new friends.... at my work place.... hehe... trying to get use to it.... so tat i can live in this kind of stupid world better.... more happy.... k la.... me tired until die le.... so orh orh le.... nite nite... bye.....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Sunday, June 04, 2006
dear friend, nowdays hard to see me online.... so anything tag and let me noe or contact my hp.... number u all sure noe de.... haha.... coz me working until 9 plus.... reach home 10 plus le.. if tat day i tired den nv online le.... or i online u all sleep le.... so tag 4 me or sms me.... can call me chat too but after 9.40pm.... k... coz at tat time i am on the bus on my way home.... or at nite meet u all and have a drink at mac.... haha..... miss u all lotx lotx.... muackz.... not my friend den dun say anything..... by€... takecare....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
hmm... me today go shopping wif moi ah jie.... spend $100 plus la.... take neoprint again.... hehe... long time nv go out wif her le... today so happy... we go bugis and p.s.... go p.s. find moi de er jie.... hehe... she work at the face shop.... me now vri the tired le... today whole day walk here and there.... now veri tired le.... me tml go work.... 1st day work lei.... hope i dun make any mistake.... hehe.... hope there de ppl r friendly... wanna make more friend.... hehe.... at quenway shopping centre.... so must slp le... i dun wan 1st day work jiu late... haha... he say i go work... sure will see boi de... so what... me no stead and he not my who le.... so i see boi oso not his problem... k la.... i stop here... go be xiao zhu zhu le...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
♥Friday, June 02, 2006
let me tell everyone who see my blog.....
in a reationship... the 1 tat always ask 4 break up doesn't win anything.... may be hey tot hey are the winner in tat relationship.... but too bad hey r only loser.... only when hey start to regret what hey have done den hey noe themselve are what a big loser.... who lose everything... so if u r in a relationship, think again and again b4 u ask 4 break up.... think and be sure tat u wun regret... if not u r oso a big loser.... whether u r a ger or boi.... u hurt someone tat love u so much den i am sure u r jus a big loser...
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
haiZ... nowadays my mood is reali veri bad.... i can be happy now but the veri nxt min i may be sad.... what should i do.... who can tell me.... can u ever find someone who can cheer me up.... if u can.... pls intro tat person to me... i reali need someone like this..... my heart, my life, my soul is empty now.... who can fill it up 4 me.... i reali hope to be happy.... i wish i can be happy like b4... i am lost again and again.... i need to find the way out but i can't... y am i so stupid.... god pls help me... someone jus help me.... i felt so lonely again.... do miss lonely have to be lonely 4ever and ever.... can't she jus find someone tat will be wif her 4 life.... she reali need tat person... be by her side.... haiZ.... today my ah jie find me out for this sat.... ya... i am going out wif her... miss her alot... i only got this 1 and only gan jie... so i like to go out wif her.... we going shopping.... hehe.... i reali hope i can be like b4... so cheerful.... i hope i nv noe someone like him... den i wun be like now... so suffering.... haiZ.... tml is fri... got to go sch.... den may be ask my jie so sing k box.... hehe.... it better den staying at home.... actually i hate holidays.... i like to go sch more.... but too bad now is june holidays.... wan go sch oso no chance..... after tml den i no need to go sch until sch reopen.... k la... i stop here.... takecare....
"I just wish to be with you, Be the one in your
heart."
