saw sin a few days ago at west mall
i think it should be on wed.
i was with him, meet him up b4 he book in
sin tot he was my current BF.
as may be we look like as if we r couple.
but too bad sin saw wrongly.
he wasn't my BF as i wish he is.
he was my ex bf and i still love him
hopefully i will 4get him soon i guess.

after meeting him i went to work like normal
drink, drank, drunk again.
to me it was normal le.
but i dun why he noe abt it.
i was drinking wif guy customer
and he knew abt it, said me again
but this time i noe everything is diff
can see he given up everything.
isit telling me its time 4 me to give up.
i dun wan think so much
as it make me hard to get to sleep.
i sleep the whole day on thur
den sleep all the way till its time 4 work 4 fri

it fri and its my last day working bah.
i wasn't in a good mood. so i look very sian.
nv drink much actually if not i wun be here typing
i am still awake and its sat morning.
like what i like to do blog abt my past few days
but today its abit diff. i saw him with 2 ger
anyway its just girls again,
as he said b4 his life is full wif girls around
but i can see he dun wanna look at me at all.
wasn't it sad or hurt. wanna ask him if the girl is his new gf
may be if hey are i will be rather happy.
coz which mean i got no chance at all
so i will reali give up as its so suffering
coz everyday i have to force myself to sleep
to reali sleep and stop thinking or missing of him

if i can restart my life i rather
i am someone tat dun fall in love.
someone tat got no feeling.
or someone tat only plays wif ppl feeling.
but all above i am not,
how i wish what sin say is true
but it was jus my dream.
a dream tat i nv wan to wake up.
i wish to dream on but he wakes me up
every single time when i fall back asleep.

Please keep this simple
You respect here , no trouble , PEACE:D

♥Listen to the beat , I swear you fall in love with the music .

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♥  

  basically i just LOVE yOu!!!
 

patricia CHONG pei wEn :p
Working now
14th September 1990
In the RELATIONSHIP
 turning to 20
 
I am
20% Talkative, 10% Evil,
10% Funny, 60% Emo.

 Good health
Wonderful Boyfriend
Thailand Trip with BF
I Phone
Tiffany & Co. RING
Gucci Medium Messenger Bag 
Gucci TOFU Bag 
COACH Signature Top Handle Pouch
LVNeverFULL
Lacoste Polo Shirt
bebe Jacket
Naraya Bags
New Bags
Genting Trip with BF
Waxing tools
start to save more money
earn more money
clubbing wif gf and darling
DKNY Perfume
 more clothes
 more heels
 more handbags
 more dress
sunflower
birthday present
birthday cake
wonderful 20th birthday wif my bf & darling
 

♥Really WISH to

I really wish to start my life all over again!!
people might think that i am CRAZY.
but I really wish to make my everyday happy.
Life are so short, you'll never know what's next.

So why not make everyday useful.
make everyday happy.
and LOVE yourself 1st
before you talk about others
nothing else is more important than yourself
SO LOVE YOURSELF!!

♥my Darling

 
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Emily
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Pearl
Pei Khim
Stephy
Y1nny

♥LongAgo

♥Thankyous

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And random search pictures @ Deviantart
Brushes at Moargh
. Much more thanks to PhotoElements Ver 5.0 (: