i dunno why i tot of online.
if i dun online everything will be the same.
but after i on my computer i knew something.
something tat i'd rather i nv knew at all.

i'd rather be in my dreams.
my sweet sweet dream as it make me happy.
den make me cry, i tot i wun cry like last nite.
but i did it again, this afternoon
i was still damn fucking happy or alright.

but after i on my laptop and went online.
everything seem to be totally diff again.
it seem to be very hard to get over it.
i am trying my best but i can't.
actually in the 1st place i noe it wont happen.

but i am putting all the fake hope together.
and it bring me to there.
hopeless and giving up eveything.
drinking every now and den.

but i just wish tat she will understand my feeling.
and at least she did had a little feeling 4 me b4.
but i not i may be day dreaming after i saw things.
i am using drinking to stop myself from thinking.
but i guess it wont stop it 4 long.

Please keep this simple
You respect here , no trouble , PEACE:D

♥Listen to the beat , I swear you fall in love with the music .

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

♥  

  basically i just LOVE yOu!!!
 

patricia CHONG pei wEn :p
Working now
14th September 1990
In the RELATIONSHIP
 turning to 20
 
I am
20% Talkative, 10% Evil,
10% Funny, 60% Emo.

 Good health
Wonderful Boyfriend
Thailand Trip with BF
I Phone
Tiffany & Co. RING
Gucci Medium Messenger Bag 
Gucci TOFU Bag 
COACH Signature Top Handle Pouch
LVNeverFULL
Lacoste Polo Shirt
bebe Jacket
Naraya Bags
New Bags
Genting Trip with BF
Waxing tools
start to save more money
earn more money
clubbing wif gf and darling
DKNY Perfume
 more clothes
 more heels
 more handbags
 more dress
sunflower
birthday present
birthday cake
wonderful 20th birthday wif my bf & darling
 

♥Really WISH to

I really wish to start my life all over again!!
people might think that i am CRAZY.
but I really wish to make my everyday happy.
Life are so short, you'll never know what's next.

So why not make everyday useful.
make everyday happy.
and LOVE yourself 1st
before you talk about others
nothing else is more important than yourself
SO LOVE YOURSELF!!

♥my Darling

 
Atika
Bao Bao
Carmen
Cynthia
Emily
Fioan
Gladys
Joelle
Joleen
Kai Lin
Kenny
Kevloi
Li Zhen
Mingshuang
Pearl
Pei Khim
Stephy
Y1nny

♥LongAgo

♥Thankyous

I thank Jer<3min
very much for her basecodings. I found my fonts at %
And random search pictures @ Deviantart
Brushes at Moargh
. Much more thanks to PhotoElements Ver 5.0 (: